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My return to tumblr at last! Finally got the time to blog and reblog.
Well its not as if life has been all roses and daisies but I guess thats kinda what life is about, taking whatever it throws at you and moving ahead.
Personally, I don’t think I’m doing too well in that aspect but I’m trying real hard.
Recently, its been tougher, I think everything is finally getting to me…
By trying to let people in, I’ve let myself get hurt deeper and harder.
I guess its not always good to trust people too readily, after all, trust isn’t the top priority in the mind’s of people, its always themselves.
I’m not saying that I don’t have friends who value friends beyond self, I know I have them, but its just after you get hurt so many times, you just stop trying, even to the people whom you know will never betray or hurt you.
The point to all this is that, I’m trying to trust people, but time and again they hurt me, and when I find out how fake our friendship is, I just have to maintain it, because I just can’t break off any of my friendships, every single one is dear to my heart. And it pains me that people can treat my friendship with them as something easily replaceable or one that benefits them.
That isn’t how friendships work; even when I was at my lowest, you offered nothing in return. Yet whenever you needed my help, I unconditionally helped you.
Simply put, life pretty much isn’t that good at the moment and I feel like breaking every day, but for now, the facade of happiness and smiles is still holding up, even though within everything has crumbled to dust.
I guess its my own fault, no one knows me well enough to say that they are my best friend, and at times like this, I really need one…
I do have really close friends but even then I can’t open up too much to them, I guess its my inner Scorpio acting. Sadly, I wish someone could come and pry me open and proudly proclaim that he/she is my best friend. Hopefully that person appears soon, before I really can’t hold on anymore…
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